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LOVE NOT LUST

ampmsod — Sun, 12 Apr 2009 23:39:49 +0000

i adored her treat her
like the most precious
thing on the earth
always gave her more
then she was worth
because she was absolutely
adorable, but her attitude
was horrible never thought
such a shallow girl would
ruin my world some
nights she would sleep
in my bed when
she got kicked to
the curb my apartment
was always there instead
of going to her
moms for cash I was
her atm. Yet I only
loved her for who
she was and not
what she could give
me Never asked her
for more than a relationship
last time i asked her
shorty jumped ship and
split like bananas never
2 be seen again
TILL……………..

the racist post

ampmsod — Sun, 22 Feb 2009 14:04:47 +0000

The other day i brought
a New York Post, which
is in its own
way a simple little twist
of fate because as
i read the papers on
this cool winter day/
A picture of a monkey being
killed by the police,
with a a quote that would
live with me for
the rest of my life
” they’ll have to find
someone else to write
the next stimulus bill/
This broke my heart
to see how far
back that comic stripe
set back this country,
after all the work
of Dr. King, President
Kennedy, and Johnson put
in towards making this
country a semi descent place
for all races to
live/ One good thing
about it is that
it showed that am
not paranoid when i say
racism in America would
never die/ Funny things
is racism was only
kept between neighbors and
the police since mid seventies,
but now its popping
on more rampant scales
on the news whether
its TV or papers/
Systematically spreading like a plague
groping and foundling young minds,
into and orgy of
hate and destruction/ Forcing
our peaceful evolution to
cease until everybody in
one race is decease/
Wonder whats gonna happen
since we on longer
have Dr. king to turn
the other cheek and
practice peace/Tensions continually
raising like stairs
until it boils over into
a lava of senselessness/ Then
once it to late reprimand
yourself just to scream
had i known i would of
done differently/ Only time
would tell whose left
glorious, but in the
end the winner may
just be the victorious
loser/

family tides

ampmsod — Mon, 26 Jan 2009 00:07:17 +0000

I learned a long time
ago a person is only
as good as their family/
this theory was only
proven more too me
by the actions of
presidential candidate Barrack Obama
who dropped everything he
was doing to go
help his ill grandma/
Somethings a persons character could
be determined by what
their willing to save
and willing to loose,
I mean its not like
he was choosing his
family over going on
a date, he chose his
familia over maybe loosing
his presidential campaign/ funny
enough there is racist
out there saying that
they don’t want curious
George as there president,
but let me ask
the world this if
he got such strong
family standards, could you
just imagine how strong
his convictions would be
in the white house/

Notorious Obama

ampmsod — Sun, 25 Jan 2009 22:39:47 +0000

What a week we just
had in the hip-hop
community first the Notorious
movie came out on
the sixteenth and then
we had our first
Black President in Barack
Obama/ Now here is
the sad part as
soon as we get
reason to celebrate we
get reasons to feel
sad or as they
would want it ashamed
of ourselves/ That’s why
i am to never stop
watching the ABC channel
and ABC radio/ First
off when i was watching
the news on the
fifteenth when the female
anchor and sports broadcaster,
made facial expressions of
discuss/ Then on the
sixteenth I heard a episode of
Curtis Call on ABC
radio in which this
guy disrespects and ridiculed
Notorious, he even went
as far as too
call him the Notorious P.I.G
and tried down casting
the Obama camp for
receiving support from hip-hop
community/ funny thing is
when Rock and Rollers
throw there support towards
a White Presidential candidate nobody
objects to it but
as soon as a Black
candidate is getting support
from the Hip-Hop
community these same people
that calms there’s no
more racism in America
show their true colours/
On the Curtis calls
radio show he along
with Debbie of Debbie
does politics, call him
a no-talent low life scum,
who only sold drugs
and robbed people before
becoming rich,
also how the world
is kind of better
off without him/ Same
way on the twenty-first
that were the once
calming Mr.Obama messed up
getting sworn into office
when it was Mr.Roberts
who admitted to screwing
up the swearing-in process
Rush Limbaugh is on
tap saying he would
love too see Barack
Obama fail, is it
because he isn’t 100%
white, never heard you say
that about Bush or
Clinton/ Sliwa even went
as far as to
state ” the garbage such
as Notorious movie is
what to be expect
of the Obama campaign/
Well I gotta question to
ask is a black man
not worth a second chance
in America, or does
that only apply to
the Whites, Jews, Asian
and Hispanic………
Yet they say there
is no racism in
America

hey wordpress

ampmsod — Mon, 12 Jan 2009 13:02:45 +0000

I know it has a while
since you guys have
heard from me, i have
away but now am
back/ Since i last spoke
to you guys a lot
has happened we got
a new president, congratulation Mr. Obama
( you made history, may
it grant peace love
and unity for all)
2009-2012 maybe 2016/
We had a Thanksgiving, Black Friday,
and a Christmas that i didn’t
get the honor of
elaborating on/ By the
way happy new year
to all and may
this year bring you
all the joy that
the previous was unable
too grant/ Boy o boy
do i have a ’09
line for you guys
that stuck by me
in ’08 am gonna
start by touching the
issue of the Bart
killing in oakland California,
the Obama’s new residents
come January 20th,
the state of the
economy, the changes that
i have noticed from when
i first started reaching out
to the world till now/
Once again happy New
Year WordPress.

WHAT’S A MAN

ampmsod — Sun, 16 Nov 2008 19:23:11 +0000

My parents say a man has
to have a 9 to 5/
My teachers taught me
a man knows how to
survive/ The streets told
me a man always hustles
hard weather its legal
or illegal/ The media
shows a man as strong
and diverse/ The church
says a man knows the
bible and every verse/
My uncle once told
me being black is
like having a curse that
never ends/ Society dictates
a man is thirteen and
older /Muscle magazines write
a man is one with
the biggest shoulders/ Golddiggers
crave a man with deep
pockets/ Nympho call you
a man When you got
an over 10 inch pant
rocket/ But my son
The reason for my
creativity made me a man
when I became his FATHER…………..

DREAM OR NIGHTMARE

ampmsod — Sun, 16 Nov 2008 19:12:30 +0000

Life fly by like
birds in the winter
no longer caring about
their worldly position that’s
their decision/Grudges are
a valued transgression Anger is
the main expression/Love
is no longer a big
emotion/Just brutalize and
scared devotion/Self termination
is at an all
time high/ A job is
a source that only helps
you get by/I now
see why my mother
said having two kids
made her cry/seems
like the system was
created to make the
poor suffercate, while the
wealthy vacate/ Our feeling
is put aside, while
to them placate/Crumbs
is set like tables
as minimum wage/Yet
with the way we
blame the white man
for our downfall you
would think their hands
are the major cause
of demise in America
when in actuality 9 out
of 10 deaths are
by the hands of
a black man/ the other
2 percent by the
police/But most of
us are just dying
to get a slice of
the American Dream, which
is a nightmare to
obtain even though the vision
is far, the value is
pretty plain/

A THIN LINE !!

ampmsod — Sun, 02 Nov 2008 20:35:14 +0000

I’m going to start this
by asking a simple question?/
What’s the two biggest
lies told to black
people?/
Don’t Know! Well let
me fill you in on
what I think it is/
Lie number one is
the fact that all
people is believed to
be created equal/ If
so why is it
black Jews aren’t treated
the same as white
Jews/ Why is it
that average rich blacks
not allowed the same
rights that an average
rich person allowed/
I’ll tell you why
because your black butt
does not hold the same
value as an equal ………..Stupid
You are so beneath
them that you can’t
realize how much you
are being lied too/
Lie number two is
that all people in
America are allowed freedom/
If so what’s the
prison system; the education
system and minimum wage/
The prison system is
85 percent black because they
put drugs, guns and
profiling in our hoods,
give public defenders that
never work hard to
solve cases and then
throw the book at us/
The education system in
urban territories is mostly
the worst outdated books,
under paid teachers who
could care less who
passes or fail; They
pay law officials and
business people more than
urban educators, forcing some
to drop out and
start messing with those
drugs and guns that
would lead them into
the prison system or
right out the door
of a minimum wage job
that is barely enough
to survive so you
would have to get
two or more jobs/
Which is gonna lead
their children down the
same path/ All go
hand and hand in a circle,
so unless we wake
up and realize, how
much we’re being lied
to we would be
forced to continue the
process/ We got to
start educating ourselves and
each other, Start running
our own companies create
our own communities away
from the guns, drugs,
prisons, plus crappy jobs
and education/ If the
system won’t help us
we got to start
helping ourselves/ some are
going to call me
a terrorist because of what
I’m saying, but I would
say I’m unpatriotic against
the system hurting people
who can’t say or
do anything against the
administration/ Actually I realized there
is a thin line between
being a terrorist and being
unpatriotic/ I view myself as
a revolutionary thinker who does
not know the meaning
of terrorism or the
meaning of patriotism/

family tides

ampmsod — Mon, 27 Oct 2008 14:27:58 +0000

live your life

ampmsod — Mon, 20 Oct 2008 00:56:42 +0000

this past weeki met
a woman who no longer
knew her value, because
of her fiance cheating
with a female he
knew was walking around
with an sexually transmitted
disease/ Now she lives
in grief and being
part of the std
community in shame as
she restrain tears while
telling me her disaster
story/ All I could of
told her is she
isn’t at fault so
stop blaming yourself and
live young life as
if it was her
first day/A man told
me his wife has
been cheating on him
fore three years, and
he is still with
her/ Her friend saw
him in the streets
with a female co worker/
Not questioning him about
what happened she tries
too stab him and
then kicks him out
of the apartment he
pays rent for/Since
i don’t believe in breaking
up a family, even tough
i don’t appreciate a husband or
wife cheating on the
other unless that’s an
arrangement they share/ I told
him i know things may
seem hard but he
should sit his wife
down and let her
know how he feels
about their situation and
live his life like
its his first day
on earth